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White Horses and Not Feeling Real

Life is so strange I mean if you really sit back and think about it, we are these creatures much like animals but also not at the same time.We have bodily functions that operate whether we think or not.We have a brain that thinks on it’s own and thoughts that run through it all day all night every single moment of our entire lives.Those thoughts cause our “creature bodies” to feel automatic emotions of fear, joy, sadness, or anxiety and in doing that those automatic bodily functions like sweating from stress, adrenaline rush from fear, tears of sadness or tears of joy, shivering when we are cold or scared.These bodies really are beings that are operating completely separate from what we are actually REALLY feeling or thinking inside.Have you ever been super happy but for some reason you have a feeling of nervousness in your stomach as it flip flops around making you nauseous so you become obsessed with figuring out what bad thing is about to happen or what bad thing has happened that…

I had a Dream and it just came true!!

Dreams Really Do Come True! 
Almost exactly 8 years ago I started reading books by Jerry and Esther Hicks about the law of attraction and how our thoughts effect what we attract in our lives.  I started changing the way I thought and I immediately saw results…. I found it AMAZING!  At the time I didn’t have a license due to my seizures, or a car, or money for that matter so a friend and I were at the library looking through the "weird" New Age section and my pushy friend grabbed a book and said “YOU READ THIS ITS BY YOUR FAVORITE!” (she is philipina with a strong bossy accent but I love her haha).  I had been reading a book called Opening to Channel by Sonia Roman and she mistakenly thought this book she shoved at me was by her.  I took the book home and started reading, I felt like I knew the author.  I had chills at least a dozen times as I read the first few chapters of the book.  Right then and there I did my very first meditation the way she suggested.  In that meditat…

A Skeptic Talks to God about God... Excerpt from unpublished Skeptics Guide to God

Taken from the transcripts of a 5 hour channeling done September 2016 for what would have been A Skeptics Guide to God but I wouldn't let Bill publish it. After talking to guides for almost a year, Bill wanted to talk to "God" so I asked to connect with God and this is what happened.... 
MARISA:Mmm.Okay.Hold on.Let me tap into that one out there.So what I’m doing is just – it’s so funny.What I’m seeing – let me show you what I’m seeing.It’s interesting.I see twelve men up there that on their heads it says, “I’m God.”“I am God. “There’s twelve of them.And then behind that I see like these horses and this chariot and this guy with horns on his head but not like a devil.It looks like, almost like a white-haired guy with a beard and he looks like the Moses-type guy.And it was funny.I saw him the second you said that, that’s when I saw him.I came out, he was like charioteers, like horsemen.They were like riding.And past that I see a temple with this big, bright ball of light i…